I have a lot of Mars transits happening simultaneously. Which simply means my energies are high - a little too much so, in that there's a bit more going on that I can process in my usual way. And this happens from time-to-time, and always offers its own unique challenges.
I can only stay in a place of disquiet for so long, nurse my insecurities or uncertainties or hesitancies so long, and then it's time to move forward and move on. I am a Libra, and no matter how out of balance I get, it's always time to swing back in another direction. I cannot stay stagnant and stuck, even in my own creation.
I need the fresh breeze of change, the new air of challenge, the possibility of something that had never been before becoming reality.
I am not a thrill-seeker. I don't seek out adrenaline rushes or excitement. But I love the sense of adventure in uncovering the truth, of discovering the hidden reality behind appearances, of sleuthing through the way things seem and finding out the way things are.
It it scary and exciting and liberating, this truth-seeking. And it is satisfying down deep in my soul. And I can see the places where I'm attached to my own desires when I'm afraid of the truth, but sometimes that is just how things are, and I'm ok with that too.
I have no need to be brutalized by the truth - to be scarred or wounded, and mostly it's my friend, giving me insight I crave, even if it's sometimes at the expense of comfort. But mostly it's only at the expense of things that are ready to fall away in my life anyway.
I hope I am not reckless or feckless or otherwise careless with the things requiring the utmost care, that my love for truth isn't in opposition to genuine care for the heart and soul of another human being.
G*d resides in Truth, pure and powerful, and also a place of the greatest love, gentleness and comfort, so I know this is possible, to experience all of it together. I just have a lot more to learn before I can manage all of it myself.