So I think it's time to emerge from the shadows again, and lay claim to what I know is true about myself ~ that I am, as the dictionary defines it, clairvoyant.
2 : ability to perceive matters beyond the range of ordinary perception
I want to tell about the transformative nature of G*d's love, and how sitting with Him in deep and sweet and powerful silence is better than anything any human being can offer me, though I do also appreciate the company of human beings in their own right. I want to share the experience of meditation/raja yoga, without having to teach someone else's dogma and disciplines and institutionalized spirituality.
And maybe writing this down, thinking it aloud, will bring it to fruition. Maybe G*d's been waiting on me to say 'yes'. He usually does. He's so patient that way - waiting for me to say yes, waiting for me to notice that He's waiting. And then He's right there, ready whenever I am.